I have a problem. It's called anxiety. I am a worry wart! Lately, I've been walking about with Mr. Doom in my head spinning all kinds of tales. Eventually such anxiety wreaks havoc on my body . . . which then makes me think there really may be something wrong with me.
I am going to the doctor to discuss my stomach issues and see if I can get anywhere with that. However, outside of that, I can't fathom what else could be possibly physically wrong with me.
Therefore, I am praying that God be with me and help me let go and give it to Him. To not fret over every little thing. Life is serious, of course, in many ways, but much of what I worry over has not one iota of my control.
Since I'll be on Molokai one day this week, I am hoping to leave my worries with St. Damien. Perhaps Blessed Marianne Cope can lend a hand as well.
St. Joseph, ora pro nobis.
In any event, I am puttering about the house doing all the cleaning I boasted about doing earlier in the week on FB. HA! Seriously, I did get one bathroom clean and I did do the floors . . . but then I sat. And sat. And sat. I mustn't do that. I must stop working on my circumference! So far today, I was woke by my daughter (who is on her Confirmation retreat) who is not feeling great, but we are trying to get her to stick it out (after all, what is ailing her ails all women most of our lives, ahem). After we chatted and said we could come get her after the evening program (the most important of them, agreed upon w/ the teacher), I think she was able to calm down a bit. Keeping my fingers crossed at this point! Then, I managed to start the laundry (and I shall continue to do it until it's done - at least for now), clean the microwave/range, and scrub my bathroom to kingdom come. The only other task I avoided last week is cleaning the 1/2 bath downstairs. Well, that's next . . . once I cool off from having done mine.
It's keeping my mind off stuff, I'm burning calories (that's something for this chunky chick), and I'm praying while I do so.
I'm also going to take a walk once I'm done with this puttering.
Ach! There's the dryer! Time to dash off and keep going.
Addendum at 1:54pm, HI time: everything is done, except the laundry, but that is just two more small loads. I'm so pleased that I've managed this tasking! My arms are tired - all that scrubbing motion they're not used to. I've begun to read Christ, Life of our Souls by Blessed Columba Marmion as well. Time with God is time well spent!